What We Left Behind
- Joseph Matthews

- Oct 6
- 2 min read
[Verse]
We were just kids, running too fast
Didn’t know that innocence doesn’t last
A stranger’s hands, a locked-up room
A moment gone, but it still burns through
I see it now, the way you froze
The way you whispered, “Let’s just go”
But we stood still, like time was glass
And when it cracked, we couldn’t go back
[Pre-Chorus]
Didn’t talk about it, we just ran
Buried it deep, but it took our hands
Left us shaking, left us scared
Like maybe silence made it disappear
[Chorus]
I tried to leave it in the dark
Thought if I closed my eyes, it wouldn’t leave a mark
But ghosts don’t fade, they twist, they pull
They keep you haunted, keep you full
Of everything you swore you’d drown
But it just keeps coming back around
And you can run, but you can’t hide
The past will find you every time
[Verse]
You changed your laugh, I changed my name
We walked like strangers down hallways of blame
Turned our backs, swallowed our screams
Made a promise we’d never break at thirteen
But we cracked, we crumbled, we caved in
Lost inside a war we couldn’t win
You disappeared, I disappeared
Like maybe distance could kill the fear
[Pre-Chorus]
Didn’t talk about it, just let go
Like maybe forgetting could make it so
But silence never made it right
We still see shadows in the night
[Chorus]
I tried to leave it in the dark
Thought if I closed my eyes, it wouldn’t leave a mark
But ghosts don’t fade, they twist, they pull
They keep you haunted, keep you full
Of everything you swore you’d drown
But it just keeps coming back around
And you can run, but you can’t hide
The past will find you every time
[Bridge]
We were kids—do you hear me?
Just kids—do you fucking hear me?
And they still blame us, still erase us
Like silence could ever save us
But we know the truth, we know the cost
We know the innocence that we lost
We live in bodies that don’t feel ours
Like someone stole the light from the stars
And we scream, but it don’t make a sound
We fall, but no one’s around
But if I hear you, and you hear me
Then maybe we’re still here, still free
[Final Chorus]
We’re not just echoes in the dark
We are more than all our scars
The past can’t tell us who we are
We are still here, we are still ours
So let the ghosts come if they must
Let the shadows rise from dust
I won’t run, I won’t hide
I will stand and face the tide
[Outro]
We were just kids, too young to know
But we’re still here, we’re still our own
And if we never speak his name
At least we know we weren’t to blame
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