You're Still Here
- Joseph Matthews

- Oct 5
- 2 min read
[verse 1]
You sat on your hands through the whole damn ride
’Cause if you moved, you knew you’d cry
Heard your name in a voice that didn’t fit
They laughed like it was harmless shit
You came home, kept your hoodie on
Stared at the floor ‘til the feeling was gone
Mom made dinner but didn’t ask
And silence wears a welcome mask
[pre-chorus]
You keep a toothbrush in your backpack now
Just in case they kick you out
There’s a note in your phone you never send
With a goodbye you won’t pretend
You pray the sky gives you a sign
But no one’s writing in the lines
Still—
You’re here
[chorus]
You’re still here
And that means everything
Even if they pull at every string
Even if they act like you’re a phase
Or won’t say your name
You’re still here
You lived through hate
Through slammed doors, and hands that take
You made it to this breath, this beat
Even when you felt obsolete
You’re still here
You didn’t leave
[verse 2]
You wore that skirt they said you shouldn’t
Then sat in class like you just couldn’t
Breathe without checking every eye
Waiting for a slur to fly
Your best friend ghosted overnight
Said her parents “raised her right”
And you just smiled, said “that’s okay”
Then screamed into your pillowcase
[pre-chorus]
Your voice still cracks when you say it out loud
But you say it anyway now
You stopped explaining you’re not confused
You stopped shrinking to fit their news
I know it hurts in brand new ways
But you woke up again today
Still—
You’re here
[chorus]
You’re still here
That’s not small
It’s not weak—it’s not nothing at all
Even if your name gets blurred
Like you’re some curse word
You’re still here
And that’s divine
Holding on through borrowed time
You’re standing in a world that lied
But baby, you’re still alive
You’re still here
And you’re mine
[bridge]
You’re not a sin
You’re not a scar
You’re not a freak for who you are
You’re not too much
You’re not too loud
You’re not the shame they talk about
You’re gold, you’re fight, you’re fire, you’re skin
You’re every reason not to give in
[final chorus]
You’re still here
And I see you
I swear to God I really do
Even if you barely speak
Or cry yourself to sleep
You’re still here
So fucking brave
Living in a world that won’t behave
You are the proof, the light, the sound
Of something holy breaking ground
You’re still here
You’re still here
[outro]
And that’s enough
For now.
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